Gerry Boyle spills the beans on Susan’s state of mind

Feb 22, 2010 09:35 GMT  ·  By

Susan Boyle, best selling singer and arguably the most surprising appearance on the scene in 2009, is suffering from loneliness and lives in fear that she might never know true love. Her brother, to whom she reportedly confesses such things over the phone in their nightly conversations, has made the claims to The Daily Record.

Apparently, Susan is upset that, now more than ever, she is unable to find the love of her life, which is to say her fame has done nothing in terms of improving her personal life. On top of that, she’s also having some issues coping with this kind of attention, which is why she’d like someone to share the burden with, along with the joys of finally becoming an internationally known and loved singer, her brother says.

“Her biggest wish is to find someone who she can share her success with and support her through the difficult times. Of course, her family will always be there for her but it is not the same as having someone special in your life. It’s just all so sad, so sad. Susan has the world at her feet in terms of fame and money but at this precise moment in time it means nothing. The one thing she wants above all everything else is love. Who doesn’t?” Gerry Boyle says for The Daily Record.

Her manager Andy Stephens is the model Susan would like to follow in her personal life. “She sees how happy and contented he is with his family and wants that kind of security and love for herself. Susan knows she can jet anywhere in the world first-class, eat in the best restaurants and stay in the top hotels but that means nothing if she doesn’t have anyone to share those moments with. All those throwaway comments about Pebbles her cat being her soulmate were a way of masking unhappiness,” Gerry further explains.

This is not the first time that Susan’s brother, Gerry, offers this kind of insight into his sister’s life. Late last year, prior to the release of her hit debut album “I Dreamed a Dream,” Gerry was telling the British media he feared she would meet an end like John Lennon, saying she was most of the time alone and lacking the kind of security a superstar of her size needed.