14 DAY TRIAL // Heidi Montag, the reality star who infamously made headlines a few months back for undergoing 10 different surgical procedures in just one day, which have left her looking like a “plastic Barbie,” regrets ever making that decision.
In a recent interview, cited by ShowbizSpy, Montag says she wishes she'd never gotten this much work done because it doesn't represent who she is – her body has become like a trap and she's caught in it, she says.
At the time she agreed to get the complete surgical makeover, she was convinced she was doing the right thing. In fact, she was made to believe she wouldn't be sorry about making this decision, she says.
In other words, Montag lays most – if not all – of the blame at her surgeon's door, a man who had already come under serious fire for performing the surgeries in the first place. And who also happens to be dead now.
This August, Dr. Frank Ryan was killed in a car crash – so now Montag is speaking against him even if, in interviews given while he was still alive, she would always sing his praises for the work he'd done on her.
“It’s not who I am. It’s something I did. It was a choice that I made, and I wanted other women and people to know, 'Yeah, I have insecurities and so does everyone, and this is what I did, and I don’t want to lie about it, and I don’t want to cover it up',” Montag says.
“I don’t like lying. It’s just not who I am,” the reality star stresses. However, “in retrospect, I do wish I never would have said anything,” she adds.
“I wouldn’t do it again… If I could go back, I wouldn’t have had them. It was a lot harder, then I was led on by my doctor. I didn’t know how excessive it really was,” she says of the many procedures she had done.
For those who are not familiar with Montag's “feat,” one must know that, during the all-day surgical marathon, she had her breasts upped a few cup sizes, liposuction on her body, her nose done, her chin chiseled, her brows lifted, her back scooped, and Botox and fillers in her face.
While the star sees it now that she may have gone a bit overboard with it, she's thankful that at least there's no visible scarring.
“It was a lot and I’m very thankful for how it turned out. It could have been disastrous,” she says. Still, “I feel trapped in my own body. There’s just no fixing it. Dr. Ryan knows the work he did, he knows everything,” Heidi admits.