14 DAY TRIAL // When Seal and Heidi Klum announced their separation in January this year, after 7 years as husband and wife, the world was shocked. In the latest issue of Elle, the model opens up a bit about the heartbreaking experience.
As fans must know, until now, Heidi hasn't said anything about the divorce or about what went wrong in her marriage to lead to it.
Seal, though, did get into it, even though he never went into the specifics.
Speaking with the magazine, Heidi acknowledges the interest in her personal life, especially since she and Seal had always been very open to the public about their romance.
However, divorce is not something she's willing to talk about in great detail, for the simple reason that she has 4 children to think of and she could never speak ill of their father.
Some details will never come out, she says. She does admit, though, that she's having a very difficul time.
“I feel like I’m in the eye of the tornado. It’s emotions inside of your body that are a tornado. And then the outside world doing all this craziness – with you wanting it or not wanting it – is another tornado,” Heidi says.
“But as hard as it is, so is life. And sometimes I think a curveball just comes at you. Instead of something straight that you catch, it hits you in the head from the side that you didn’t expect,” she explains.
Heidi doesn't want to explain the reasons her marriage came crumbling down and she certainly doesn't want to name any names or point fingers.
Sometimes, things don't work out as planned and, sometimes, the world only thinks it sees something as ideal, as was the case with her marriage.
She has no intention of setting the record straight, if that's what she'd do by speaking out on the divorce.
“With my life, my family, my business – I want to go forward. I feel like already there are so many things being said about us – about him, about me. I’m not going to comment. Otherwise it makes you angry. You can’t always call and say, 'This is not true, but this part is true',” she says.