14 DAY TRIAL // Last week, War Machine, the former MMA fighter, who is still in prison awaiting trial for the case of the attempted murder of his ex-girlfriend, Christy Mack, tried to commit suicide by hanging himself. He was foiled at the last second by a guard and now he is on suicide watch.
Today, TMZ has released the note War Machine wrote and left on his bed, which was supposed to be the final message to the world. This note was sent to a friend the day before he tried to commit suicide. The website describes him as “shockingly delusional.”
The suicide note blames Christy Mack for the attack
He talks about Christy Mack and explains that after they broke up and gotten back together, “something seemed different about you.” He goes on trying to explain the beating, by claiming that it was a reaction to his shock of discovering her infidelity.
“Finding what I found that night was devastating to me, more than you will ever know, not just the unfaithfulness, but the way u cared for him and protected him (sic),” War Machine claims.
Adding more weird details to the disturbing scenario, War Machine claims that this time around, he would let Mack's boyfriend, Corey Thomas, beat him up, because she should have sided with him and kicked Thomas out of the house.
The former athlete maintains his innocence, say he forgives his victim
But the most delusional phrase is to be found right at the end, “I still don't understand how I got into this mess. I don't know why this had to happen. My life was going so well. I forgive you, please forgive me.”
As a reminder, War Machine is still awaiting trial in a jail in Las Vegas, after he has been slapped with 32 charges, including battery, assault, attempted murder. This is probably the reason why he chose to kill himself by tying his neck up and stringing himself to the foot of the bed.
Adult actress Christy Mack was left beaten within an inch of her life when War Machine came to her home and found Corey Thomas there. Mack needed reconstructive surgery to her face after the vicious attack that sent War Machine on the run. He was captured days later by police and taken into custody.
The athlete has denied all of the charges and pleaded not guilty in court but he will have to prove his innocence during the trial. It's interesting to see that he still thinks of himself as the victim in the case, which could possibly mean that he's suffering from some emotional and psychological problems.