She’s ok with people saying bad stuff about her but wasn’t always so

Jun 5, 2012 13:53 GMT  ·  By

Kristen Stewart has just landed another magazine cover this month. The “Twilight” actress, now promoting “Snow White and the Huntsman,” is featured in the latest issue of Vanity Fair – and the interview is definitely worth a read.

She must be one of the most famous young women in the world and this means that there's little she can do without people finding out.

However, since that incident when the paparazzi snapped photos of her smoking pot on her porch, Kristen has been more guarded, more careful about what she allows of her personal life to seep in the press.

“You can Google my name and one of the first things that comes up is images of me sitting on my front porch smoking a pipe with my ex-boyfriend and my dog. It was [taken] the day the movie came out,” Kristen says when asked how “Twilight” changed her life.

“I was no one. I was a kid. I had just turned 18. In [the tabloids] the next day it was like I was a delinquent slimy idiot, whereas I’m kind of a weirdo, creative Valley Girl who smokes pot. Big deal. But that changed my daily life instantly. I didn’t go out in my underwear anymore,” she says.

Another thing that has changed since she shot to international fame as the mortal lover of a vampire in the popular saga is that, today, she actually loves fashion and has learned to give a damn about her style.

Before “Twilight,” Kristen was a tomboy who didn't care about much where fashion was concerned. Today, she gets to model couture in Paris, the very capital of fashion – make sure you also check out the video embedded at the end of the article for more on that.

Even so, some people would never warm up to her. She's talking about representatives of the press.

“I have been criticized a lot for not looking perfect in every photograph. I get some serious [expletive] about it. I’m not embarrassed about it. I’m proud of it. If I took perfect pictures all the time, the people standing in the room with me, or on the carpet, would think, What an actress! What a faker!” Kristen says.

“That thought embarrasses me so much that I look like [expletive] in half my photos, and I don’t give a [expletive]. What matters to me is that the people in the room leave and say, ‘She was cool. She had a good time. She was honest.’ I don’t care about the voracious, starving [expletive] eaters who want to turn truth into [expletive],” she continues.

Vanity Fair also has a quote from her real-life beau Robert Pattinson on that and he agrees: no matter how hard Kristen tries to please everybody, she will eventually come to terms with the idea that some will never be happy where she's concerned.