Magazine claims life at 30 for the reality star is nothing like she imagined it

Feb 3, 2012 13:50 GMT  ·  By

It's no secret that Kim Kardashian hoped she'd be a wife and a mother by 30, of which she is neither. With her 72-day marriage to Kris Humphries over, she's now on the brink of a meltdown, a new reports in Life & Style magazine claims.

According to the publication, Kim is having it tough these days and, believe it or not, it's not just her failed marriage that's getting to her.

As if divorce wasn't enough trouble, she also has other issues to deal with, such as the idea that no one will want to date her now, the public backlash and the fact that her share of the Kardashian empire is bleeding money.

All in all, it's not looking good for Kim – and friends are worried she might have some sort of breakdown, says the mag.

“Since filing for divorce on Oct. 31, Kim has struggled to deal with the public backlash – being criticized and under constant attack for her every move – and now insiders tell Life & Style she is on the brink of a breakdown,” the publication writes.

Sources close to Kim claim that she's acting like she's terrified of stepping out in public again, while others confirm to have heard her complain about how alone she really is.

“She stays home all the time. It’s like she’s afraid to be in public,” one such spy is quoted as saying.

“I am so alone. I didn’t expect all of this. It’s devastating,” another insider tells the magazine to have heard Kim tell friends over dinner last month in NYC.

It kills Kim to see her personal life and her business ventures take a turn for the worse, especially since she never saw any of this coming, Life & Style tries to argue.

“In addition to the backlash from fans and viewers, she’s taking a hit from lost business deals: Mattel issued a statement that a Kardashian Barbie line would not be manufactured at this time and Shoe Dazzle, the online styling service she co-founded, announced it was closing its UK site,” says the mag.

She's bleeding millions, basically.

The mag also includes a quote from Bruce Jenner, the husband of Kim's mother, who claims it's tough for a woman of 30 to be single and child-less – so it's understandably so for Kim as well.

However, perhaps even more priceless than the claims above is the cover for the latest issue of Life & Style (pictured), which partly reads, “Undateable, losing millions, gained 15 pounds, no friends. A depressed Kim is headed for a breakdown.”