14 DAY TRIAL // Following many months of speculation in this sense, in the latest issue of Life & Style magazine, Heidi Montag admits in a tell-all interview that her huge implants have ruined her life and marriage, therefore she wants them out.
The reality star infamously underwent no less than 10 different surgical procedures in one single day in a bid to “become the best me,” as she put it at the time.
This also included going up to a massive G cup, though she said back then that she actually wanted to be an H but the doctor would not allow it.
These past few months have been rife with speculation that Heidi did all this for the wrong reasons and that she’d come to understand – and, of course, regret – that, and that she wanted to undo the damage she did.
This, it would seem, also includes getting out her massive implants, the same ones that, a while back, would not allow her to jog anymore or even hug her loved ones.
However, Heidi does have a huge problem in her new quest for normalcy: the death of the surgeon who operated on her, Dr. Frank Ryan.
But she’s willing to try either way, she says for the mag (as cited by the Huffington Post), explaining how she’s shopping for another surgeon, this time in South America because, as we also reported in March this year, she's legally barred from getting more surgery in the US.
“I’m desperate to go back to normal life again. I’m desperate to go back to normal. I’m downgrading and going a little smaller, to a D or a double D,” the reality star says.
“I have major anxiety about it. I was taking painkillers but they weren’t working so I stopped. It hurt either way. I’m obsessed with fitness but it’s impossible to work out with these [breasts]. It’s heartbreaking. I can’t live an everyday life,” Heidi further says of her new decision to downgrade.
While she’s shopping for a new surgeon who could possibly make her body close to normal again, Heidi is also living in fear she’ll end up trapped in her current body for the rest of her life.
“I feel trapped in my own body. There’s just no fixing it. Dr. Ryan knows the work he did, he knows everything,” she shares for the US glossy.