Last night Channel 30 broadcast the first episode from Britney Spears's reality show, "Britney and Kevin: Chaotic". The six-episode UPN series is about Britney's real life, her relationships with now-husband Kevin, friends and staff.

The episode, long waited by fans, was a disappointment for them all. The shooting was made by Britney and looked like a home-made film, with out-of-focus scenes and sudden close-ups, fuzzy wild pans and jumbled babbles.

Once or twice during the episode Spears asked "Can you handle my truth", making reference to the show's original title, but not telling what is her truth. She only made close-ups with herself.

Later in the show she zoomed her knees and said laughing "They look like boobs, but they're not. They're my knees". Then, totally ignoring her 10 year old fans, she started talking about sex. First with her husband Kevin "Let's just **** all day", she suggests to Kev, who didn't exactly reject her suggestion.

"God, our sex is so good, yes it is", she tells the camera. Moments later she brags to her assistant Felicia, "I've had had sex three times today".
Then she repeatedly asked her staff and pals to tell what is their favorite sexual position.

It looks like the show really deserves the name "Britney and Kevin: Chaotic.", because that's all there was, a chaotic shooting, a chaotic life.